We are almost to the finish line!
This pregnancy is so stressful and difficult I'm glad it's almost over.
I can't wait to meet my little baby boy!
So since I do have gestational diabetes this time around, I have been monitoring my blood glucose levels four times a day and eating healthier meals.
It was looking good for a bit there but I did get the call today that I will be put on medication and will have to check into the hospital 2x a week for NST testing. A bit stressful if you ask me because we were crazy enough to move so late in this pregnancy and now I have to find a babysitter for 2 days out of the week and drive 2 hours each time. I know , wah wah me, I do complain a lot lately, but I can't help it, this is difficult.
At the same time I feel like an ungrateful idiot because I know what it's like to miscarry and want a baby so so bad and now here I am complaining. I don't understand. I'm sorry if I'm offending anyone by being so honest on here. I just need encouragement to get through these last few days.
Baby boy ,
I promise I'm not annoyed with you, I love you so much already, I just really want you in my arms and not in my ribs or stepping on my bladder all day. ;)
I love you and I'm so proud of us and how far we have come. I already know how perfectly you'll fit into our family and into the boy club with your two older brothers. Both Noah and Levi talk to you daily and kiss you. Noah keeps telling you to come out already! He's so excited to have you here. And your daddy loves you and loves feeling you move. See you are just so perfectly fitting into our little tribe. We love you !